2025-04-07

just_cyd: (Default)
2025-04-07 06:47 pm
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Stupidity, enumerated


  • gifted D a $55 bottle of local bourbon for his birthday (tomorrow)

  • walked down the Atlantic City boardwalk alone, well after dark, from Showboat to Bally's Park Place, a few days after Labor Day.

  • responded with "I'm fine, thanks" when I was very much NOT fine. Every damn time.

  • "Add to cart"

  • overlooked more red flags than a color guard competition

  • gifted D a bottle of bourbon (and a book - the book worked out, actually)

  • gifted ND that same book, with THE WORST POSSIBLE STORY marked for him to read.

  • went searching for, and found, a frame for that photo

  • peer pressure. every freaking time

  • opened the wine. poured the wine. drank the wine.

  • refused to admit the truth about Olive

  • student loans

  • Philadelphia, NYC, DC

  • thought for sure THIS TIME would be different

  • moved in with him after six weeks of dating

  • skipped meds

  • "subscribe"

  • "I can change him!"

  • "surely there's someone out there for me?"
just_cyd: (sad woman)
2025-04-07 09:40 pm
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692,640 minutes

11,544 hours
481 days
68 weeks and 5 days
131.78% of a common year (365 days)

until I outlive my mother.

But who's counting?

I am.