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the bosses commented this morning on my recent radical positive change. They said they don't know what happened, but they're glad to have the "old me" back. i had no idea that i was so outwardly down and negative. if anything, right now i feel exceedingly positive, almost fakey or annoyingly outgoing. i suspect that having a "miracle cure" (celebrex) and an actual name for what's wrong with me is the reason. it's nice to have validation for feeling like crap, and to have an official name for it, rather than just saying "i feel like crap" and risking being pegged as a complainer.

i was up early/on time again today. i suspect this will keep up, as long as a reasonable bedtime is continued as well. i don't spring out of bed by any means, but i do feel like i'm sleeping a little better. i still get the afternoon brain-fog, but i think that's just me. i've always faded between 1 and 5.

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( lifted from penny's journal )