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Keeping score - Manic Edition
Sep. 9th, 2023 03:36 pmthis is the email I sent to my therapist back on 2/17/23, when it finally registered that maybe things weren't going so well in this noggin of mine:
I don't think we changed any meds - I really don't remember. I do remember nurse Sarah being concerned, and calling to have me come in pretty quickly to get things sorted out. But I'm still having these manic-obsessive episodes where i'm pretty much internally consumed with whatever crazy-ass scenario my brainweasels are running with today, sorta like how the little men in Calvin's head just throw whatever film reels up without worrying about continuity or whatnot (April 10, 1993, about halfway down the page, the full-color Sunday one). Not sure what to do about this, if only because i'm in too much physical pain to DO anything (no out-of-state road trips for me right now, unless someone else is driving). going to think on this while I try to get some things done around the house.
So I think I may be coming down from an extra-manic episode. The only reason I think it's starting to end is because things are starting to register - like the negative bank account balance that has nothing to do with bills being paid.
( hold on, it gets pretty cray )
I don't think we changed any meds - I really don't remember. I do remember nurse Sarah being concerned, and calling to have me come in pretty quickly to get things sorted out. But I'm still having these manic-obsessive episodes where i'm pretty much internally consumed with whatever crazy-ass scenario my brainweasels are running with today, sorta like how the little men in Calvin's head just throw whatever film reels up without worrying about continuity or whatnot (April 10, 1993, about halfway down the page, the full-color Sunday one). Not sure what to do about this, if only because i'm in too much physical pain to DO anything (no out-of-state road trips for me right now, unless someone else is driving). going to think on this while I try to get some things done around the house.
